got hit again
Jun. 25th, 2007 06:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sureiIt's like falling through spider webs. You don't want to hit the ground, but each thread is so fine it cuts you, so it's hard to hold yourself together. And, idealing, someone will catch you, but first they've got to want to.
And I don't know how to prove that my memory really is gone, and it stays gone no matter what, despite attempts to relearn, and I'm not just slacking off... especially when the judge is probably already pre-disposed against it.
I'm not strong enough for this. But how can I ask someone to hold me up? They have their own lives to live, they don't need to throw themselves away on me.
And I don't know how to prove that my memory really is gone, and it stays gone no matter what, despite attempts to relearn, and I'm not just slacking off... especially when the judge is probably already pre-disposed against it.
I'm not strong enough for this. But how can I ask someone to hold me up? They have their own lives to live, they don't need to throw themselves away on me.