Sep. 10th, 2004

surei: (death)
I'm beginning to feel a bit weird about my breakfast.

It's a good one: I have it three times a week, and get up at 7 instead of 8 just for the purpose of doing so. I'm beginning to settle into a routine: a bowl of cereal, then my lovely made-just-for-me pancake (which may or may not have things in it, depending) with two eggs over easy. For all that they work on basically a very large griddle, those eggs turn out good.

So I sit down with this plate, and a glass of orange juice. I get my fork. I make the first incision. And the world goes away. When it comes back, I'm done and it's barely any time later. I don't think I set out particularly hungry. It's just...

Apparently I power-eat. Speed-eat. Something like that. How else can I leave my room at 7:53 and be back by 8:12? Keep in mind that the walk is two minutes each way.
surei: (wtf)
How easy is it to forget someone when you're going on a minor expedition, and the last time you saw them was maybe half an hour before, when they asked you to get them upon leaving?

Apparently, very easy. I went anyway, and looked for them; I didn't see them, so I may be wrong. Still, the old doubts surface again, and I can't shake fear that the problem somehow lies with me.

My throat hurts.

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