![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I'm depressed.
It took me a while to figure it out, because it's the gentle kind, but I'm feeling lethargic and unmotivated and on the edge of tears. I don't know why.
And disconnected.
I guess it's really my fault for letting others decide to come to me, for choosing to not inflict my presence on them, in case they don't want it. But I want my sister. And Izumi.
Edit| Yay! Izumi is love. ♥ So much love. ♥♥♥
It took me a while to figure it out, because it's the gentle kind, but I'm feeling lethargic and unmotivated and on the edge of tears. I don't know why.
And disconnected.
I guess it's really my fault for letting others decide to come to me, for choosing to not inflict my presence on them, in case they don't want it. But I want my sister. And Izumi.
Edit| Yay! Izumi is love. ♥ So much love. ♥♥♥